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Sometimes I want to fall apart, going about my life with half a heart The suitcase falls heavy to her side My muscles ache, I cry, You smile I beg you to help, i beg you to say, say that its ok you laugh, you laugh I know I will let go but I have to know I want to know you loved me, i want to know you needed me lie lie lie lie lie to me drive it deep and make me believe i will hold it all together another day if you just lie lie lie lie lie i will stay —- WARNING —– Your fingers burn lies into my skin It closes over me, swallows my spirit Spits me out, I am free, I am free, you unleash me But what am I if you are not me This void so empty This woman so free All I wish is for you, you to need me Need my shackles, need me to be, need me to breath Chain me, cage me, throw me behind bars, fence me in Just be with me Your frame, rich wood Your eyes like small slithers of space, vacant of any shining space I was just working on some uni work and thought I would share a great sonnet with you; When Letty had scarce pass’d her third glad year,Archive for the ‘Poetry’ Category
Sometimes…
Thursday, August 27th, 2009
Sometimes I feel relieved that things arn’t what they were
Sometimes I wish I could pull it all back in place and undo all my mistakes
Sometimes I wake up expecting you there only to see half my bed bare
Sometimes, I believe you will come back to me, but Always, Always I know differently
Eternal Traveller…
Thursday, August 20th, 2009
the eternal traveller wipes the tears from her eyes, no time to cry
closing the door always hurts more
she knows she will live, she just wonders when it will end
she once thought she was a thing to be kept
now she believes she is simply a means to an end
so strong, on the outside
so brave, in your eyes
keep smiling traveller you will find your end
My Fingers are Trying To Hold It All Together…
Wednesday, August 19th, 2009
Take Me, Take It All
Wednesday, August 5th, 2009
CONTAINS LANGUAGE NOT SUITABLE FOR KIDS SO IF YOUR NOT OLD ENOUGH TO LOOK AT PORN, IM SORRY LOL, AND DONT READ IT.
Forgive me lord for this sin
You cover me in your tainted kisses
Wisper lies right into my eyes
I believe it, I buy it, I need it
I need to feel, I need you, I need we
I crave you inside me, just to feel, feel you lie to me
And I don’t care, I don’t care that your not really there
Because the shadow is better than being the widow, and I need you, I need you there
So take me, fuck me, and throw me away just to pick me up again
I don’t care because at least your there, at least your there
The Cloud…
Thursday, July 2nd, 2009
Your Face
Thursday, June 25th, 2009
Rings of hope and despair
Look at you, look at me
I defined myself with not’s
Who, who, who is me
None, no one, gone
Like that second, trapped encased, en-caged
No breath nor sound
All the love in the world, this vacant void
Hope is free and I caged, this jilted love
This hurtful hate, rest easy
In a box, put your pieces, stacked so neatly
You on you and we
No more, no much
It is just
It is done
My Star, My Comet, My End
Monday, June 22nd, 2009
You have lost the Milky Way that used to make you who you are
Sometimes I wonder how I got to today, yesterday
How my galaxy seemed to simply fall away
I am free of all ties, I have no leash
Then there is this skin covering me like a vile beast
Consuming my soul as at a royal feast
My eyes like small slithers of space, vacant of any shining space
I have lost the Milky Way that makes me who you are
I no longer wonder
I no longer wander
I am who you are
Letty’s Globe By Charles Tennyson Turner
Thursday, June 18th, 2009
And her young, artless words began to flow,
One day we gave the child a colour’d sphere
Of the wide earth, that she might mark and know,
By tint and outline, all its sea and land.
She patted all the world; old empires peep’d
Between her baby fingers; her soft hand
Was welcome at all frontiers. How she leap’d,
And laugh’d and prattled in her world-wide bliss!
But when we turn’d her sweet unlearned eye
On our own isle, she rais’d a joyous cry,
“Oh! yes, I see it! Letty’s home is there!”
And, while she hid all England with a kiss,
Bright over Europe fell her golden hair!