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Alexa Pt3: Everyone is Alone

Thursday, January 28th, 2010

Alexa – My heart hurts so much, sometimes I wonder if it will ever stop

Jessie: We all hurt…

Alexa: Is that supposed to console me? Like somehow if the world hurts it will somehow ease my pain?

Jessie: Yes, it’s supposed to help you feel less alone

Alexa: *In Disbelief* We’re all alone, there is no such thing as less alone

Alexa Pt2 – Hands To The Sky

Sunday, January 24th, 2010

Alexa: *sobbing* I miss you

-Children laugh and shriek-

Alexa: I miss you more everyday, I look for our star in the sky so I know we are looking up to the same space…. *sigh* but I see none, not one star

Jessie: *Calling in the distance* Alexa! Alexa! Quickly!

Sometimes…

Thursday, August 27th, 2009

Sometimes I want to fall apart, going about my life with half a heart
Sometimes I feel relieved that things arn’t what they were
Sometimes I wish I could pull it all back in place and undo all my mistakes
Sometimes I wake up expecting you there only to see half my bed bare
Sometimes, I believe you will come back to me, but Always, Always I know differently

Eternal Traveller…

Thursday, August 20th, 2009

The suitcase falls heavy to her side
the eternal traveller wipes the tears from her eyes, no time to cry
closing the door always hurts more
she knows she will live, she just wonders when it will end
she once thought she was a thing to be kept
now she believes she is simply a means to an end
so strong, on the outside
so brave, in your eyes
keep smiling traveller you will find your end

Take Me, Take It All

Wednesday, August 5th, 2009

—- WARNING —–
CONTAINS LANGUAGE NOT SUITABLE FOR KIDS SO IF YOUR NOT OLD ENOUGH TO LOOK AT PORN, IM SORRY LOL, AND DONT READ IT.

Your fingers burn lies into my skin
Forgive me lord for this sin
You cover me in your tainted kisses
Wisper lies right into my eyes
I believe it, I buy it, I need it
I need to feel, I need you, I need we
I crave you inside me, just to feel, feel you lie to me
And I don’t care, I don’t care that your not really there
Because the shadow is better than being the widow, and I need you, I need you there
So take me, fuck me, and throw me away just to pick me up again
I don’t care because at least your there, at least your there

Weird Ways To Go….

Tuesday, July 7th, 2009

2003
Brandon Vedas died of a drug overdose while engaged in an Internet chat, as shown on his webcam
Timothy Treadwell, an American environmentalist who had lived in the wilderness among bears for thirteen summers in a remote region in Alaska, and his girlfriend Amie Huguenard were killed and partially consumed by a bear. An audio recording of their deaths was captured on a video camera which had been turned on at the beginning of the incident. Werner Herzog’s documentary film, Grizzly Man, discusses Treadwell and his death, including the audio clip.

2005
Kenneth Pinyan (’Mr. Hands’) of Gig Harbor, Washington died of acute peritonitis after submitting to anal intercourse with a stallion. Pinyan had had sex with a horse before. Pinyan delayed his visit to the hospital for several hours out of reluctance to admit what happened. The case led to the criminalization of bestiality in Washington. His story was recounted in the 2007 documentary film Zoo.
Lee Seung Seop, a 28-year-old South Korean, collapsed of fatigue and died after playing StarCraft for almost 50 consecutive hours in an Internet cafe.

2006
Steve Irwin, a television personality and naturalist known as The Crocodile Hunter, died when his heart was impaled by a short-tail stingray barb while filming a documentary entitled “Ocean’s Deadliest” in Queensland’s Great Barrier Reef.
Alexander Litvinenko, a former officer of the Russian State security service, and later a Russian dissident and writer, suddenly fell ill and was hospitalized in London. He died three weeks later, becoming the first known victim of lethal polonium-210-induced acute radiation syndrome.

2007
Jennifer Strange, a 28-year-old woman from Sacramento, died of water intoxication while trying to win a Wii console in a KDND 107.9 “The End” radio station’s “Hold Your Wee for a Wii” contest, which involved drinking large quantities of water without urinating.
Kevin Whitrick, a 42-year-old man, committed suicide by hanging himself live on a webcam during an internet chat session.
Surinder Singh Bajwa, the Deputy Mayor of Delhi, India, was kicked by a Rhesus Macaque monkey at his home and fell from a first floor balcony, suffering serious head injuries. He later died from his injuries.

2008
Abigail Taylor, 6, died nine months after her organs were partially sucked out while sitting on a swimming pool drain. She had several organs replaced in surgery but died later due to the incident.
Gerald Mellin, a U.K. businessman, committed suicide by tying one end of a rope around his neck and the other to a tree. He then hopped into his Aston Martin DB7 and drove down a main road in Swansea until the rope decapitated him. He supposedly did this as an act of revenge against his ex-wife for leaving him.
David Phyall, 50, the last resident in a block of flats due to be demolished in Bishopstoke, near Southampton, Hampshire, UK, cut his own head off with a chainsaw to highlight the ‘injustice’ of being asked to move out.

Ran-Dom….Any I missed?

U2 – Walk On – Lyrics

Monday, June 29th, 2009

And love is not the easy thing
The only baggage that you can bring
Love is not the easy thing
The only baggage you can bring
Is all that you can’t leave behind…

And if the darkness is to keep us apart
And if the daylight feels like it’s a long way off
And if your glass heart should crack
And for a second you turn back
Oh no, be strong

Oh, oh
Walk on, walk on
What you got, they can’t steal it
No, they can’t even feel it
Walk on, walk on
Stay safe tonight

You’re packing a suitcase for a place none of us has been
A place that has to be believed, to be seen
You could have flown away
A singing bird in an open cage
Who will only fly, only fly, for freedom

Oh, oh
Walk on, walk on
What you got, they can’t deny it
Can’t sell it, or buy it
Walk on, walk on
You stay safe tonight

And I know it aches
How your heart, it breaks
You can only take so much

Walk on…
Walk on…

Home…
Hard to know what it is, if you never had one
Home…
I can’t say where it is, but I know I’m going
Home…
That’s where the heart is…

And I know it aches
And your heart, it breaks
And you can only take so much

Walk on…
(Hooo)

Leave it behind
You got to leave it behind
All that you fashion
All that you make
All that you build
All that you break
All that you measure
All that you feel

All this you can leave behind

All that you reason, (it’s only time)
(And I’ll never fill up all I find)
All that you sense
All that you scheme
All you dress-up
All that you’ve seen
All you create
All that you wreck
All that you hate

As Requested, My Views….

Friday, June 26th, 2009

Well Some anonymous person messaged me and asked if I was going to blog about this and well to be honest I wasn’t but very briefly here is a post.  Yesterday the world lost 2 legends really in the last group of legends as they used to be.

I never particularly liked the music Michael Jackson made however it is undeniable he did hit the highest level of super-stardom and changed the face of music and dance forever. He also has 3 children who will all be mourning no doubt the loss of a Dad and good friend. I know many people will be hurting from this great loss and all you can take comfort in is that like Elvis he will never fade or be forgotten.

Farrah Fawcett was a pillar of strength and the epitome of a survivor. She also had fabulous hair!! It is a sad loss for the world but one her family and friends can find a tiny amount of solace in knowing she is no longer in pain after battling cancer for so many years.

The moral here is life is short live everyday as if it’s your last and lets cut the grief short and spend the time celebrating the life these people did have.